Strife

It seems that as I walk through life
I pass the joy and find the strife
I never am completely glad
My happiness is like a fad
It sways as through an evening breeze
That comes and goes with simple ease
I only wish to settle down
And have a guy to whom I’m bound
But somehow I am scared to look
‘Cuz each and every one’s a crook
They use me ’til they’ve had their fun
They break my heart each single time
And treat me like I’m worth a dime
Then move on and me forget
Although with tears I cry and sit
And wonder why I loved them so
And why they said they had to go


I Wish

I wish I had someone to love
Someone “God sent” from above
One in whom I would be glad
Forever lost my days of sad
A person with I can have fun
A person like no other one
Someone I can fully trust
But doesn’t have to be so just
One I know will never leave
Someone who in me believes
Waiting still I’m sitting here
Filled with hope, but facing fear


Discouraged

Discouraged, lonely, so depressed
Aching only for some rest
The world is crashing all around
Not a sign of hope be found
Anger, fury deep inside
All you want to do is hide
Go somewhere and cry it out
Remove the pain and all the doubts
Wishing you could start again
Or your life could somehow end
Face your problems strong they be
Never fear to call on me
Or go to God although it’s hard
He will help your grief discard
Never fret, never fear
God above will lend an ear
He knows it all and cares a lot
He’s always there when friends are not
So cheer up kid, and find a smile
‘Cuz tears on you are not your style


Hopeless

Hopeless on this earth I roam
I have no place to call my home
No best friend that is my own
The only things I have are poems

Living life in solitude
People passing, being rude
No one stops to me include
No wonder why this is my mood

If just one person only saw
The shy still voice behind the wall
Reaching out but always falls
No one’s there to hear me call

Acquaintances I have a much
But none extend a hand to touch
The weak and fragile soul as such
That takes a many hurting punch

Someday I’ll see the crystal lake
Beyond the joyous happy gate
But only if the wall they break
And help me out, my hand they take


When’s My Turn?

I look around and all I see
Are lovers’ hearts entangled be
Every girl sits by a guy
And has a smile, and holds him nigh
Here I sit, I’m all alone
There’s no one here to call my own
Looking desperately I wait
I’m hoping that it’s not too late
Why is it me that has not one
To love and cherish ’til life is done
They who have and much are blessed
Just take for granted and care less
I’ll wait forever as now I do
To only find a guy that’s true


Wishes

Star light, star bright
First star I see tonight
I wish I may, I wish I might
Have this wish I wish tonight
I’m wishing on this star above
Forevermore my dream of love
True would come and all would see
This guy of mine belongs to me
So use your magic, all your power
Working through the midnight hours
To make me feel the happiness
Of wondrous joy and blessedness
I love him so, as well you know
So make him mine, at morning time